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I wanna go home...

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 22, 2009, 9:06 PM
  • Mood: Homesick
  • Listening to: La Neige Au Sahara by Anggun
  • Playing: Dot Hack G.U.
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I've been dreaming about my old house in New-Brunswick all week... And now it's almost midnight, I can't sleep, can't stop thinking about that house... And I just wanna go back to it, now... It was the best house I've ever lived in... So many good memories. :( I hadn't thought about it in a long time and suddenly BLAM! ... Right there, in my mind....

I miss the place so much....




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~KidcatGemini Oct 23, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aww :( :hug:

I've only noticed the metal fence recently since Justin moved into that area. Not sure how long it's been there, but yeah... I only had the chance to see that house a few times before you moved, but I loved it very much (I still remember you forgetting your keys for the Halloween party and us trying to find a window to get into. Gilles was dressed all in black and looked like a thief. I was SURE someone was gonna call the cops on us LOL). I ended up buying a house with a similar layout (the split enterance and upstairs anyways, basement has been finished differently), a smaller version of your old house is what I always told myself lol

It's sad that the people after you guys don't seem to be taking good care of it. Peter and I are planning some renovations to bring up the value of our home (Hardwood floors upstairs, finishing more of the basement, better and more durable pillars to replace the ones in front of the house now, painting that yucky pink room lol), but then I'm wondering if I'll really want to move after putting so much time and effort into it :/
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*MariaSunderland Oct 24, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I think the fence has been there a while now. My mom told me about it a while back. It's such a beautiful house, and to see someone wreck it like this breaks my heart. Granted it didn't look THAT good when we moved in. The tapestry was awful and you didn't need drugs to have a buzz in some of the rooms lol But that's why we re-painted and fixed everything.

I didn't live there as long as I would have wished, but the memories in this house are just overwhelming. I too remember the Halloween party! It was the BEST Halloween Party ever! I would have laughed if someone had called the cops XD We got lucky my parents returned in time lol And he kept doing Waspinator while Michel humped him.. Damn that was hilarious lol

To be honest I haven't felt at home in any house as I have in this one. Even though times were tough until I got to Mathieu-Martin, I still had great memories there. It was a bit big, yes, but you didn't really notice it after a while when you lived there. And it made for running around easier :P lol I still remember how I'd spend all nighters in grade 9 and 10 recording dance music on the radio (on a Thursday) and going to school the next day lol Or spending hours drawing while I watched Beast Wars on tv in my room XD Or when we spent like 15 hours on the phone during a snowstorm once LOL And I remember how my parents would decorate the house on Christmas or how I saw Will for the first time (HE WAS SOOO TINY!!!!).

I also miss how quiet the town was. Nothing ever happened over there, and the biggest mall was Champlain - you didn't even have to lock your car doors, that's how quiet and nice it was lol I realized how much it grew when I visited in august. When you got married I didn't have time to see the town since we were too busy, lol. Well... you know me, I'm not a big city person (I don't really like Ottawa and I despise Toronto with a passion lol ) so it was weird to see this once small town grow so big. I mean, come on, when you think that their main attraction was Magic Mountain and Crystal Palace back then, you know they've come a long way when they're about to build a Casino lol
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~KidcatGemini Oct 24, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yessss! I remember the phone memories! XD And I remember rushing to school in the morning to discuss the latest Beast Wars episodes! And writing letters! Man, that was so long ago but it somehow still feels like yesterday.

I'm pretty happy that Moncton is growing. Since the first time I went to Ottawa I knew I was a big city girl lol I always found Moncton to be too small when I was younger, but I find that now it's grown to a really nice size. The greater Moncton area resembles Gatineau now, I find, which is just perfect for me. Now all we need is your bus system! LOL!
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Oooh I know that feeling :( Only I've moved 20 times in my life. All around the same area though, go figure. The longest I stayed in one place was five years and I adored that house. Mum told me she wasn't going to move anymore so when she and my step-dad planned to build another house and move us YET again was the day I moved out. I was really cut up about it. (And I'd been dating Justin for 6 years and was 22, so it seemed like a good time to do so anyway.)

But the guy who bought our house let it all go as well. Never cut the plants outside, made it some kind of un-loved batchelor pad, it was such a beautiful house that we renovated ourselves. It's a shame, and you can't help but take it personally.
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*MariaSunderland Oct 24, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I moved... When I was 12 I moved from Quebec city to Moncton New-Brunswick. I loved my house in Quebec but the house in New-Brunswick was HUGE! My parents took great care of it too! Then when I was 16, we had to move near Ottawa, but first we ended up moving in a small, crappy appartment for a couple of months between the transition of Moncton to Ottawa... Once in Ottawa we lived in a crappy duplex for about 6 months until we found a suitable home. So... I moved 4 times, not including me moving on my own 2 years ago.

I went back to New-Brunswick a few times a year at first, and the house looked fine. Then, thanks to both my job and college/university, I couldn't go as often as I wanted to go. My mother goes back in that region once in a while due to her work, and one day she returned and told me how the house had deteriorated... I just started crying. I know it's just a house and the memories will live forever, but I guess a very small part of me still wanted it to stay as is so I could, maybe, buy it someday lol Of course, it wouldn't be possible, not today. Now that I work at the government, there would be no place for me to transfer to in that region, and there would be no job for Rick.

Still, there's this strong attachment, and as you said, you can't help but take it personally when you see something you care so much about being left to witter...
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I know how that. Certain memories and good things that happened come back and hit us unexpectedly. I know that I still miss the old house I grew up in, I also miss it cause it had a pool.

Is the house too far away to visit it? :(
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*MariaSunderland Oct 23, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
MUCH too far away lol It's about 15 hrs drive or so lol

What makes me sadder is that I know the owners after us butchered the place. My mom goes back to town on business trips and she saw all the trees had been cut so it exposed it completely, and a metal fence had been risen around it. It looks like a prison now... albeit the large kid toys all over the place. We think it's a daycare center now... and as good as it would be for children, I know the whole place will look like crap would someone else buy it. It breaks my heart because my mother and father poured so much of their hearts in this house... I mean, they re-painted and fixed everything in their time there that it augmented the value of the house twice as much as when we bought it!
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That would make me sad too. DX

Oh noes!! Well I know how that is. We had this pretty HUGE (that I would add some imagery in the words) in the front of the house which was cut down, along with his other trees. Then they painted the house blue... it's ugly! DX
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*MariaSunderland Oct 24, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ugh... It's sad when someone doesn't know how to take care of the good things they have :(
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I know...I've actually talked to the people that moved into the house...There rather nice. ^^;
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