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My Apologies

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 5, 2009, 3:40 AM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Get Through This - Art of Dying
  • Watching: Stargate Atlantis
  • Playing: Dot Hack G.U.
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Needless to say I've been hitting the bottom of the road at 150km/h and ramming into random trees... Wow, what an analogy.

I've been feeling very low... I don't sleep well (been waking up in cold sweats for weeks), have little appetite, don't feel like doing anything and have been evading people. I've never been the most social person in the world, that's a given. I'm more comfortable in the comfort of my own home on my own with my own little things, but this has taken on a whole new turn. I've been in a foul mood, I know this, but I had managed to keep it to myself until recently. I apologize to anyone I may have hurt or I may have blown up at. My buttons are always easy to push (and often people don't realize it until it's too late) but I like to think there's some resistance before the red button's pressed. So I'll have to work on that again.

Again, I'm sorry. It's probably the weather... or the jumble of emotions I've been going through for the last few months. I tend to keep negative emotions to myself because I don't want to bother others. I guess I've been getting to my limit as of late.



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:iconskrianathelostsoul:
:hug: Pixelly Internet hugs for you!

I have a tendency to bottle things up until I explode, so I can relate to what you're going through to some degree. Honestly I think it's good to just let it out every now and again; negative emotions do far more harm to you when you keep them in than when you let 'em out. Having an outlet of some sort's always done me good, although the best remedy, I find, is someone who's just willing to listen, no matter what comes out of your mouth. :) Just my two cents. Hope your blues become more cheery and fun colours again soon!
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*MariaSunderland Oct 9, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:hug:

Thank you. :)

Things will look better sooner then later (hopefully). I think I'm just very emotionally stressed and exhausted. I try to take it easy but it's not that simple, you know?

Thanks again for the kind words :hug:
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:iconryu29:
Well hope you get to feelin' better soon...
If anything you need help with your many friends and watchers will help :)
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:iconmariasunderland:
*MariaSunderland Oct 9, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much :hug:
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:icontajniwolf:
~tajniwolf Oct 6, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Oof.. sorry to hear, lady. =(

Hope you get to feelin' better soon..

And if there's anything we can do, let us know. You've got so many people out here that love ya.. :heart:

-TW
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*MariaSunderland Oct 10, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks...

I think me feeling sick isn't helping either. :(
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:icontajniwolf:
~tajniwolf Oct 11, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
*huggles*
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:iconlilmidnight:
We need to grab a coffee and go for a walk or something! And look at the pretty colours! Things are a bit shit here as well, maybe we can vent on each other.
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:iconmariasunderland:
*MariaSunderland Oct 9, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hehe yeah we do. Surely Moca Loca's opened now?
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:iconlilmidnight:
Yeah, it is! Let me know when you feel well enough to go :-)
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